i try twice as hard and i’m half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style… and that’s alright.
“
—
fun. - some nights
happened to stumble upon a chapel last night,
and i can’t help but back up when i think of what happens inside.
i got friends locked in boxes- that’s no one way to live-
what you’re calling a sin isn’t up to them.
after all, i thought we were all your children…
but i will die for my own sins, thanks a lot.
we will rise up ourselves thanks for nothing at all.
so up off the ground off our fathers who are nothing but dust now.
“
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fun. ‘one foot’
i’ve got nothing left inside of my chest, but it’s all alright.
“
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fun. - ‘all alright’
say it’s true, say you like me. just for the night, for me it’s been eternity. and as i gently sip this drink, i think about my lack of future, and all the places i could learn to fall in love.
“
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motion city soundtrack “attractive today”
maybe i should learn to shut my mouth, i am over twenty-five and i can’t make a name for myself, some nights i break down and cry.
i’ve already given up on myself twice- third time is the charm, third time is the charm. threw caution to the wind but i’ve got a lousy arm.
i want someone to love me for who i am.
i want someone to need me, is that so bad?
“
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nick jonas
“been gone a long time, kinda lost my way, can’t find it. and i caught a short ride to the grave and back this season. i can try to get by- but everytime i start to panic. i’m a little bit shy, a bit strange, and a little bit manic.”
she seeks to find the answers for the reason her life did not turn out more like a movie…